Lately I’ve had my butt firmly planted on the struggle bus. Partly stress, partly health stuff, partly in my own head. I’m currently at the fake it till you make it stage of the game. Trying to get myself back on track with training. Just putting one foot in front of the other. Trying to keep going towards my goal. I’m still in struggle bus mode, but I’m losing forward trying to get out of that attitude. Leaning on people close to me to help me do that. Working on feeling normal again. I may not be where I want to be, but I’ll keep pushing till I am…..